rewind.

looking at my last post, you probably wouldn't expect this post, but woooah here were go, major regression.

people can stand up, look at themselves in the mirror and truly believe they have changed, be it for better or worse. but if we look at ourselves deep inside we will really realise that no matter what happens, deep down inside, we will always be the person we once were. i'm not sure if this annoys or invigorates me, but i know it leaves me stuck in that place i thought i was out of.

i think everyone has pivotal moments, where we think we've realised our change, however major or minor, whatever it has been, we've all had moments that we've really believed things were going to change. the optimist in me says yeah, those moments have helped, things have changed, but a few months down the line a simple moment has rewound them. it's crazy how words can change people and put them back to a moment they thought they had passed.

but it's true, words can change everything, and yeah people go on about actions speaking louder than words, but without words we would be nothing. and without those few words i'd heard tonight, i'd be unable to see the truth. and to not see the truth, is not to live.